I needed a vacation yesterday

I am sitting here....in a complete funk. I just thought about going on vacation and I think the reality of not being able to afford to go until sometime later next year just set in to my emotional nervous system. I just felt the stinging pressure well up behind my eyes. A good night sleep will not fix this. I need a break. All of my days off lately have been for doctor visits and oil changes and other errands.

It would just be nice to get away from here to recharge. I really hope I am running on energizer, because that rabbit keeps going and going and going...

I am going to tan tonight, because nothing says feel good like killing skin cells.